Mallory's Mask

play that shit.

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 17:16:48 GMT

We got our UNIFORMS today. *they spelt my name right, which is more than i can say about revanna's uniform...*
I have to go back tonight and work on a bunch of stuff thats due tomorrrow (computer lab open till 10)

Anyway, i'm SOOO tired right now. I want to paint maka's scythe, but i know i shouldnt untill i figure out how the poll and eye piece are going to attach. I should walk down to fabricville, but i'm too tired right now for some gawd damn reason. I'm getting ffat from sitting on this computer.

mwaahaha. Ebay iloves you

Wed, 24 Sep 2008 21:10:15 GMT

Anyway, i just ebayed myself a bleach phone bag! It's so cute!

Anime club meet monday! *so excieted* AND i bought a x-acto knife (one of the art ones that look like a pen) today at Bookmark so i can start making Maka's Scythe and Hime's scissors. I'm too scared at the second to even attempt Ururu's shoulder cannon... *eap*

I want to paint Maka's scythe so its shiney like metal, but i can't afford that much expensive paint. not when ive already spent so much on my wig and everything else. not to metion hime's dress is goin to cost me the moon.

*sigh* i need a job and what not.

DEPRESSING NEWS. If you want to work at Disneyland/world, guess what? You can't have tattoo's. You can't have a natural highlight in you hair. *dies* there goes my internship at disney dreams. Oh well, hopefully i can work at a sushi shop! I love sushi...

I'm going to go cut things,

tootsie roll blues

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 13:18:29 GMT

You see, i bought a bag of toostsie rolls from the vending thing.
They no come out.
We buy a SECOND bag.
the first bag comes out and the second stays in. \
We shake vending thing.
Tootsie rolls no come out.
Gum does though....

*sob*

But i was cheered by chelsea's email on her student email. (i never get ANY emails from student Union for some damn reason)
Anime club, first meeting, Next monday.
Which is when there's a pear cooking thinger.

Anime or Pears? I choose anime.

End.

Sing along to my song

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 19:50:24 GMT

Sitiing here eating a Subway sub.... lalalalala.
There are subways on every corner here, its like heaven really.

new house mates moved in. I wasa hoping to have a Tamaki and kyoya pair, but no, they're short golf guys.

I need a ruler still and a razor blade.

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:18:35 GMT

You're trapped in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
Watch anime?

You're stuck on an elevator with the person you've fallen the hardest for, what happens?
Beat them with a stcik

The celebrity you love the most offers to marry you, as long as you don't talk to any of your current friends or family members anymore..
Screw that

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
act like i dnt notice probably

If you ever want live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine.
TO live another day? probably.

If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
me? I doubt it.

When is the last time you were in a photobooth taking pictures with friend?
When me and kara went to brandon.

Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
well me and lara live in the same room, so now?

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
yes

Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it?
Yeah.

On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
sad anime endings

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
yeah! Spence

Who was the last guy you talked to?
Chelsea's BF john. nice guy

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
not really, but you can lose them

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
held hands.... .Vince at the concert? the hand holing was just to save me from getting pushed away. Vince is my best friend

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend (spouse)smokes?
I would like them to quit, but it wouldn;t make me not like them

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
not really

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Caitlyn and Chelsea in real like, Spence and Meowzy online

Whats going on between you and the last person you kissed?
we are friends

What friend do you tell the most?
caitlyn

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
caitlyn or chelsea

Wheres the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
on the train

Are you going anywhere next summer?
Interenships are next summer, so i'll be a traveling alot. 2 interships + calgary

Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
no

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
probably cause i havent written him yet

Are you shy?
at times

Are you talkative?
yeah

Do you secretly like someone?
not right now

Do you announce when you have to pee?
yeah.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
i dont remember.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yeah. i guess. i didnt cry when i left.

How is life going for you right now?
good. i'm happy

Do you trust people easily?
used to o

Do you give out second chances easily?
i try...

Do you smile a lot?
not to much

One thing you're looking forward to:
getting in the kitchen

How do you feel about change?
i love it.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yesh

Last time you got a text message and smiled?
dont remember

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
yeah

Are you happy?
very much so.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
yes

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
by my self

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
probably

First person to text today?
havent

hey, only 10 more days in this room and then i move upstairs ALONE. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
*yawn* i need to buy a calculator and a ruler. calculator for math and ruler so i can get this damn prop started.
Did i mention HALLOWEEN is coming and i have NO CLUE what to be????

ANY IDEAS???

TUMP TUMP

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 16:43:53 GMT

anywayz. finished bleach, my roommate was shocked to learn how expensive anime is. Truthfully I think you're better off to be addicted to dope. For the cost of one day of addiction its cheaper. Since i can't afford the next season i think i'll stream it for a while. I prefer the English dub actually, so i'll probably buy the 2nd season anyway.

anyway, i'm trying to find a good Ururu wig. found a couple, but i've found Hime's rather fast and cheap. http://cgi.ebay.com/YELLOW-BLONDE-long-straight-wig-with-bangs-skin-cosplay_W0QQitemZ150295723327QQcmdZViewItem?hash=item150295723327&_trkparms=72%3A1209%7C39%3A1%7C66%3A2%7C65%3A12%7C240%3A1318&_trksid=p3911.c0.m14 so i might have to order it now. well, i'll have to wait till my paypal gets set up actually.
I'm hoping my new coasters come in soon...

I need a job, really bad. But we're doing resume writing next week so i was waiting for that to do a good resume. The comic book store lady likes to have long conversations with me every time i go in there, so i'm hoping she'll at least give me a chance.

I spell checked this post. Be amazed

SHOPPING

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 19:40:03 GMT

so like, we went cosplay shopping today! at least, prop shopping, since my main cosplay is Ururu and the outft is rather easy, but her weapon will take some time to figure out, I bought foam board on sale.
Also, i want to start on Hime's giant scissors. I found ( in the halloween part of superstore) her chainsaw! but it was $40 and yeah. maybe i'll look it up later

We did speaches in class. I had mine on que cards, but once i started i just rambled off a completely different speach. It was "why culinary Arts" adn I basically talked about how i was drunk and probably stoned, and got really mad when someone pointed out that i'm not "doing shit" with my life, and so out of hate i applied. The class loved it, teacher not so much. BUT it was on speaking, so I can pu;ll the "i made my audiance interested in what i was talking about' stuff.

Anyway, i'm appling to work at Micheals. It's to far away to walk, biking might work, so i'll have to cab/bus it everyday. but oh well, it'll be fun AND staff discount...............................................................................................................STAFF DISCOUNT.......................................................................................

Bleach bleach baby

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 00:07:00 GMT

Anyway, half way through season one of bleach. I like having actual DVDs of anime, wish i could afford them more often. Also wish they came more often in slimdisc sets, or actual box sets. Its so hard to find them without the ebay/amazon around here.

I think i may do a bleach cosplay for Animaritime (the ONLY convention on the east coast of canada, Its on its 6th year, they had just over 500 people last year.) its March 6-8 so me and Chelsea are DEFENATLY going. It'll be fun, and a good small convention for Chelsea's first. I doubt I'll be able to go to Anime North like i wanted too. Mostly cause I'll probably be in my internship (maybe i'll luck out and go to Toronto for it) And a winter convention will be cool! we could take photoshots in the snow!

I'm going to fabricville tomorrow to start lookng for patterns and fabrics. Hopefully one of the ladies will take pitty on me and help out! I might end up hand sewing everything if i can't find a sewing machine to borrow/rent. YAY for things.

*dies again*

back to bleach and stuff.

I just went crasy

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:22:47 GMT

I bought the first season of bleach.

omg.

*dies*

is shot once again

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 18:48:49 GMT

40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever.

1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
-In class, probably zoned out

2. What do you think of your last kiss?
-humm... I dont remember

3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
-no

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
- yes! They have pink butterflies

5. When was the last time you went out of state?
- three weeks ago

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 day?
- YES! last night

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
- milk

8. What are you wearing right now?
- tan pants, stripped shirt, black sweater.

9. What was your last purchase?
- these twizzlers

10. Last food you ate?
- twizzlers?

11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- my mother

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
- i got a dress shirt

13. Do you have a pets?
- Not now, i have a cat at home.

14. What did you do last night?
- Went to DEATH NOTE with chelsea

15. What kinda car do you have?
- My legs and feet.

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
- coasters and pins from lostmitten

18. One thing you hate about yourself?
- the ethings that come out of my mouth

19. What's your favorite soup?
- chicken noodle

20. Do you miss anyone?
- Yes

21. Last movie you saw?
-Death Note... how many times must i say this

22. What are your plans for the day?
- TV, math homework, twizzlers, oh and watching the free sample of Bleach i got at the movie

23. Did you have fun today?
- yeh

24. Who is your last text message from?
- Cait

25. What kind of cell phone do you have?
- Motorola.

26. What do you know about the future?
- nothing really, it will be?

27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
- I got a lift home from chelsea

28. What are you looking forward to?
- my internship! I hope i go someplace far away

29. Do you have a tan?
- No, i can't tan, it doesnt work

30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
- 20 something

31. Did you meet anyone new today?
- No not really

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
- Ears peirced, 5 tattoos. (both wrists, upperback, foot and behind ear)

33. How do you like your soda?
-i dont, unless its 7-up with sourpuss and bols blue

34. Do you like hot sauce?
- no

35. What are you doing tomorrow?
- School and sleep

36. What day is tomorrow?
- wednesday 17th September?

37. What is your current mood?
- sick. sleepy

38. Do you live in a house or trailer?
- a bed and breakfast?

39. Do you like someone?
- not really

40. Why?
- cause there's really no one to like...

And the fun begins

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 19:45:03 GMT

So yeah! Bussiness Com with Mrs. Monotone (her new name). She was half an hour late and only came because we went to get her. *this isnt highschool, we are PAYING to get taught...* and yeah. Computers was good, math was an in class assingment on fractions and decimals. *easy stuff, unless you havent done in in 5 years* lunch, than food safety class.

AND than i was SUPPOSED to get a tattoo, but they were closed today, so that'll wait a while, since i spent $1200 on my plane tickets for this christmas...

So instead me and Chelsea went and ate Sushi (at the atlantic superstore, she had never had real sushi... it was fun)
ANYWAY. DEATH NOTE tonight! *yay*

Oh i forgot to show what i was getting tattooed.
Basically its the Zelda hearts EXCEPT, I'm only getting 5 of them to start with. 1-3 given, 4- graduateing highschool, 5-movng away. Than as i do stuff i'm happy with i'll add the rest untill i'm at 20. Like graduating college, having kids, marriage, first real job, if i ever get a book published. Once i beat a boss i get a new HEART! *omg*
Originaly i was thinking stars, but that seemed to millitary. And i wanted something zelda themed anyway.

Lol! happy dance.

Anyway, i have till 9pm before the movie. my roomate is at work (she works at an "adult video" store *coughporncough*) so I guess i'll play guildwars and take a shower... *yawn* life is so nice here.

Except for the wind *tail end of Hurrincane Ike, we get wind...* oh well. its an experiance!

Distubia.

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 02:02:36 GMT

Have you ever had the feeling the only reason someone talked to you was to spy on you for someone?
Its a weird question, but yeah. I often wonder if maybe people all hate me.
It'd make sense, i am a bitch, I do this thing where i just suddenly dissapear or stop caring. I dont really mean to.
I just... I've always been like this. its me...

I just wonder how many people hate me for it sometimes...

*is insane*

I'm really enjoying this band, Fireflight. they remind me of Paramore and Flyleaf. all christian bands that i love.. maybe i should start going to Church... nah....

I'm suddenly not wanting to come home anymore. *homesickness, the little i had, gone*

And i don't even know my last name.

Sun, 14 Sep 2008 16:08:26 GMT

Yay! fun times, fun times.
I love my rommie Lauren. (the girl next door). Last night she knocks on my door (my actaul roomate went home for the weekend) asked if i wanted to do something. So we walk down to the liqour mart, pick up some drinks and chips and hang out in her room! *music very loud, but were're in the basement so no one notices*
Anyway, we head over to a party her friend was at, it was lame BUT i learned how to play drinking Pog. I haven't played pog since grade 3.... it was odd.

but yeah, we had the most fun just walking around town and getting creeped out since we are TOTALLY sure we have a ghost in the kitchhen. And talking about how we have no friends :p

it was a fun night.

BUT yeah. I have carrie underwood on, Just a dream. makes me cry ever time. its a sad song. like traveling soilder.
School on monday. I can't wait. I love our school. except business com. but who cares i'll be done that course soon enough. Thats one thing I love, we don't have exams. and Math, computers and Bussines com are done in teh first 2 months.
Math i really love because the teacher just plain rox. same with computers. Plus i can watch anime in computer class when i'm done my work. OH note to self, get headphones. mine broke.

so yes. i can't think of anything else to really write. I miss my cat SOOOO much right now... *sob* can't wait till x-mas. OH SHIT. i was supposed to book plane tickets yesterday. I'll have to get them tomorrow.

blach

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 01:45:08 GMT

Friday 5

1. If you were to die today, what would your last words be?
"why did i waist all that money on school?" lol, actually it'd probably be "I miss you all"
2. What would you want your epitaph to say?
Someone desent and not bad mouthing me too much
3. What song would you want played at your funeral?
it sounds so gay, but: Lee Ann Womack - I hope You dance, David Usher- Black black heart and wide open spaces- dixie chicks. Ok, I usually hate counrty, but i love those songs. they make me cry
4. In lieu of flowers, what should loved ones do in your honor?
Donate to pet shelters and Ai-kon.
5. What unfinished business would you wrap up?
tell one person why i gave up, tell everyone why i left. Hug my cat.

red? HELP I'M BLEEDING

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 01:09:44 GMT

http://www.new.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4055844&l=54671&id=510250617

blood red? Yes, blood red.

Other than that i dropped off my knives at the engravers, and talked to the Tattoo artist at Eternal Dragon. I loved the place, it was small, but it was warming and friendly and SO MUCH BETTER than any tattoo shop i've ever been there. I plan to go back OFTEN. this week actually.
New tattoo! COMING SOON! *wasting money one painful step at a time*

I finished first aid.

BLOOD>

i gots the life

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 21:43:47 GMT

I figured out why I am so happy living 4days away from home, alone with no friends (well, I guess I have Chelsea, more on her later)

You see, I'm not NEEDED. It's not, "brandy how do i do this?" "OMG i had the worse day at work my life sucks and here are 20 other problems" "brandy need a ride" "I need you to work overtime"
Basically all the willing stress I had is gone. MEANING all the stressfull things I knowingly put up with cause i was doing them for my friends and people i love.I mean, its not that I hated them for dumping shit on me.

but now i have NO one who really thinks of me as a go to friend! *except online but even there most friends are new*

Anyway, Chelsea is the only person i've meet that knows about anime. She plays video games, she's coming to see the Death Note Movie with me AND: Today she said "I was looking up a trailer for this game i want to play. Tales of Symphonia 2."
I screamed and hugged her.

Life complete.

Now i am bored till I go to sleep. Like everyday

Wed, 10 Sep 2008 18:46:28 GMT

brandymallory is emotionally distant.

I bet no one's surprised that you never post your current mood. In fact, I bet most of your friends are so sick of you locking them out of your life that they hate you behind your back. Shame.

wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread)

hhahahahaaahhahahahah *dies*

I am noew WHIMS aproved! yaya *canadian thing, Workplace Hazard Imformation something System.*

cause even if the cops is coming, i'm not going stop it baby.

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 16:30:35 GMT

I'm listening to Girlicious *is shot dead*
I was going to play Fiesta today, but the program says I don't have it installed... odd. Guild Wars it is than.

Anyway. Hung out last night with my housemate Laren and her friend who's name has slipped my mind. It was fun.
It's raining horribly today, so i can't take my daily walk... Oh well, I;m going to take the long 4km walk to the bookstore and back on Tuesday to get the new Negima anyway, so that'll make up for it.

I've spent so much money on books its not funny. I need new everything... *dies*

OMG YESTERDAY I SAW MY DREAM GUY.
K, i walked into the bookstore, and in the art section was a skinny, tall, dark haired, glasses wearing, guy. WITH a nine inch nails concert sweater IDENTICAL to mine, BUYING ART PENS. *dies*
i couldn't get the courage upp to talk to him so i stalked him. he went to subway *i love subway* and i sat down on a bench and he SMILEDat me as he walked by *than i stalked him for another block*

If i ever see him again i WILL talk to him. I WILL.

*is shot again*

my roomate has Arrived.

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 16:31:39 GMT

she is ok... she seems overly nice... Hmm....

Did we pass the rice yet?

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 22:52:42 GMT

I meet my nextdoor neighbor type person. we went shopping for FOOD. it was fun.
We realized we have no toaster. so we complained and the landlord promised to buy one. We also don't have a medium sized pot...

but away I had my first homeooked meal in weeks. and yea.
it was yummy.

I'm going to watch more Soul Eater

falls down stairs

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 19:33:15 GMT

Today was the First day of school.
we sat and listened to people talk.
We tried on uniforms to pick the right sizes to have them order for us (they stich out names on them)
We picked up out knives. (they are shiney and cutty)
We ate free pizza!
and went on an EXHAUSTING shavanger hunt around Downtown....

I meet a girl named Caitlyn. She's from SasK. She's really innocent never-done-pot, doesn't really drink, goes to church like. But really nice AND the first person i meet. I meet some other people too, but names i don't remember....

anyway... umm... yeah.

it was not my roomate

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 21:28:17 GMT

still no roomate, BUT I rergested for school and got my in room internet set up.
So yeah. Yay/

YOU WILL BE MY LOVE SLAVE

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 22:21:23 GMT

School regestration is TOMORROW.
and yeah,. i get to meet all these new people. Which i really doubt I'll talk to.

Yes it's official. I plan to be a social Outcast this year and next.
no friends, no life.

the end

wait, i should be able to do this. i mean, look at last year, 4 of my closest friends were new people.
I mean, I only knew another new person when i started at BP,,,
I can d this I WILL MAKE FRIENDS> SEXY FRIENDS AT THAT.

*is scared*
yeah,,, I want to POST PHOTOS. but i can't
computer is still dead. and this one has the tower blocked off/

anyway, I was hoping my roomate would show so i could convince her to go out to super with me so i wouldn't be alone...
I see her as being 1. Evil adn hates me. 2. emo and ignores me 3. snobby and hates AND ignores me 4. pretends to sort of almost like me so she can slowly steal my money OR 5, a vampire.

I'm hoping for number 5
Since my hopes of her loving anime, cute things, sushi adn BEING THE SAME SIZE AS ME so we can switch clothing and be all "lol we are leik totally sisters!" probably won't happen...
I lucked out with Garth being everything but my size... Course we still made the effort to dress like twins everyonce and a while...

I'm not used to this keyboard AND THE DOORBELL JUST RANG! IS IT MY ROOMATE?!?@?@?@?@<$#^$#^<>@%&@$572568

_______________________________________we are experenceing techincal difficulties________________________
please stand by,

....

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 17:36:57 GMT

mainly because he might walk into the room at any second.... omg the boy who works at the place i'm staying is cute. ...
anyway..... i'm finally where i should be. i bought presents to send to everyone. Soap. cause it cleans.
the music in this house is like... Lon Lon ranch.... ISN:T THAT WEIRD?
i'll write a big post later when my mind wakes up from walking all saturday and all today. My roomate hasn't arrived yet so i can't say anything about her....
OMG there is a plcae here that sells saltwatter taffys IN EVERY FLAVOUR THERE IS.
*dies* i wish i'd brought my scanner in hindsite, but it will probably be cheaper to replace it than ship it.
I did go on a wild manga buying spree. not really, i bought 6... plus the 5 i bought last week... no more books till next month for me,....
i now have host club 1-7 to keep me happy.

ANYWAYS.
i need to possibly buy a bike if i can find one for real cheap. Plus i need to check alll my bank accounts as i'm not sure how much moving here really cost me... did i mention my grandmother went all :"I MUST GIVE YOU MONEY TO PAY FOR YOUR TRAIN TICKET?" and my father expects to send me $1000 a month!?!?!? i plan to NNOT ask for that money from dad. I should make by... and if not i'll get a job at some fancy place. I'm hoping the bookstore. or the comicbookstore WHICH ALSO HAS A SEXY MAN IN IT.
I swear i have seen NO ugly 17-28 year old guys so far, they are all cute....

anyway. my legs asleep. TATa

Cell phone posting is gay

Thu, 28 Aug 2008 00:17:44 GMT

Oh god this is hard to do off a cell. . . Anyway, im in nova scotia. Train ride was not very fun, but i meet some cool people. I hope i can aford to fly next time. I was feeling rich so i bought host club manga. And ive gone to bed early everyday. Still wake up late... Post more when i have a computer.